Hannah Smothers Hannah writes about health, sex, and relationships for Cosmopolitan, and you can follow her on Twitter and Instagram.
But I first opened the book while on a train, and found myself skimming past the photographs so that commuters looking over my shoulder would not see.
One turning point for me was the sexual violence stuff — your husband can have sex with you if he wants to.
Before the procedure, they gave me some numbing cream.
Description: I kind of had an out-of-body experience — I remember looking down and seeing a very flat, still me. When I was 19, I met a year-old celebrity who came on to me.